Lenten Meditations

Help us grow in our desire for you.
We are learning the intimate connection
between the "discipline" we choose these days,
and the growth of our desire.
If our desire for our Lord is weak,
if it has to compete with so many other desires that choke it out,
then we need to re-form our desiring.
We want to be disciples -
those who love Jesus, are with Jesus in our desires,
and choose to follow Jesus.
Amen.

More Meditations, Readings & Prayers here.

Begotten

O God, who for our redemption gave your only-begotten Son to the death of the cross, and by his glorious resurrection delivered us from the power of our enemy: Grant us so to die daily to sin, that we may evermore live with him in the joy of his resurrection; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

~The Book of Common Prayer

The Desert Files

I hope you find this Lenten excercise helpful.

Lent & YouTube

There is no sound on this video as it has been designed for silent meditation.

Lent & Presence

Today the heart of God is an open wound of love. He aches over our distance and preoccupation.... He weeps over our obsession with muchness and manyness. He longs for our presence. ~Richard Foster

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I went on a personal retreat this past week.

My intention was for 48 hours of silence, solitude & fasting. However, I considered not going at all as I battled the flu, but still I went. When I woke up on the first morning there was 4 inches of snow on the ground. I was a 20 minute walk down a hill, over a river and up another hill to my car with bad tires. I chose to split having been satisfied that I had met with God.

I'll spare you all the details (you can drop me a line if you want to hear more).

What did God say to me over that period of time?

There is a common theme running through my life right now: living my spiritual life from my heart.

Nouwen was my spiritual director for the day - these are the things God spoke to me through his words:

By being awake to God in us we can increasingly see God in the world around us.
Meditation is the discipline by which we let the word of God become a word for us and anchor itself in the center of our being, as well as the wellspring of our actions.
The more we let the events of Christ's life inform and form us, the more we will be able to connect our own daily stories with the great story of God's presence in our lives.

Again, I won't go into details just to say that I've been looking at life as a puzzle to be solved and getting frustrated in the meantime. I've neglected to see life as a quest with Jesus as my friend & guide.

Nouwen kicked me in the pants:

A spiritual life doesn't necessarily lead to tranquillity, to peace, or to a beautiful feeling about ourselves or about how nice it is to be together with others. The chipping-away process can hurt. It might mean being lonely in a place where you never wanted to go. It might lead you to a vocation you never sought. It might ask you to do uncomfortable things. Or it might ask you to obediently and routinely do comfortable things that are not very dramatic when you prefer adventure. The spiritual truth is that God is at work in each of us and in our communities and families. Often, the companionship of trusted friends allows us to see how God is at work. We can't always see God's activity by ourselves.

My goals have been out of whack.

"Jesus doesn't call you to be successful, but to be faithful." ~Mother Teresa

What I needed to hear most was:

I am God's beloved, with me He is well pleased.

Nouwen says:

God's words "You are my Beloved" reveal the most intimate truth about all human beings, whether they belong to any particular tradition or not. The ultimate spiritual temptation is to doubt this fundamental truth about ourselves and trust in alternative identities.

Self-rejection is the greatest enemy of the spiritual life because it contradicts the sacred voice that declares we are loved.

From the moment we claim the truth of being the Beloved, we are faced with the call to become who we are.

Becoming the Beloved means letting the truth of our Belovedness become enfleshed in everything we think, say or do.

It was a good 24 hours, one that will be repeated again!

Lent & Love

(God) will use you to accomplish great things on the condition that you believe much more in his love than in your own weakness. ~Mother Teresa

Lent - A journey to the Cross

Lent begins today, Ash Wednesday, & will continue until Good Friday.

Lent is a time set aside to reflect on Jesus' suffering and death. As we do so, it is an opportunity for us to take an inventory of our spiritual life & relationship with God as we meditate, confess & renew our lives in Him.

Each day you are invited back here for a guided meditation on this year's journey to the cross.

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Pilgrimage to Calvary

We keep our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith. Because of the joy awaiting him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame. Now he is seated in the place of honor beside God’s throne. ~Hebrews 12:2

A man standing on the deck of a ship suddenly heard a deafening rumble as a volcano on the shore burst into flame. The whole countryside was lit up, and then the flame died. In those moments, he said, was revealed the fire that is ever burning in the heart of that mountain.

As we contemplate the Passion of our Lord, His suffering on Calvary, we have a glimpse of the love that is forever in the heart of God for each of us. Calvary is the supreme articulation of God's love for the world.

Taken from 40 Days with the Savior

I’m forgiven

because You were forsaken,

I’m accepted,

You were condemned.

I'm alive and well,

Your sprit is within me,

Because You died and rose again.

Amazing love,

How can it be?

That You, my King would die for me?

Amazing love,

I know it’s true.

It’s my joy to honour You,

In all I do, I honour You.

Who I Am In Christ

I am accepted...

John 1:12
I am God's child.
John 15:15
As a disciple, I am a friend of Jesus Christ.
Romans 5:1
I have been justified.
1 Corinthians 6:17
I am united with the Lord, and I am one with Him in spirit.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
I have been bought with a price and I belong to God.
1 Corinthians 12:27
I am a member of Christ's body.
Ephesians 1:3-8
I have been chosen by God and adopted as His child.
Colossians 1:13-14
I have been redeemed and forgiven of all my sins.
Colossians 2:9-10
I am complete in Christ.
Hebrews 4:14-16
I have direct access to the throne of grace through Jesus Christ.

I am secure...

Romans 8:1-2
I am free from condemnation.
Romans 8:28
I am assured that God works for my good in all circumstances.
Romans 8:31-39
I am free from any condemnation brought against me and I cannot be separated from the love of God.
2 Corinthians 1:21-22
I have been established, anointed and sealed by God.
Colossians 3:1-4
I am hidden with Christ in God.
Philippians 1:6
I am confident that God will complete the good work He started in me.
Philippians 3:20
I am a citizen of heaven.
2 Timothy 1:7
I have not been given a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind.
1 John 5:18
I am born of God and the evil one cannot touch me.

I am significant...

John 15:5
I am a branch of Jesus Christ, the true vine, and a channel of His life.
John 15:16
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit.
1 Corinthians 3:16
I am God's temple.
2 Corinthians 5:17-21
I am a minister of reconciliation for God.
Ephesians 2:6
I am seated with Jesus Christ in the heavenly realm.
Ephesians 2:10
I am God's workmanship.
Ephesians 3:12
I may approach God with freedom and confidence.
Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.

Freedom in Christ Ministries

Perfect Love

God is perfect love.

Created in the image of God, we carry the reflection of his perfect love within us.

Christ came to demonstrate that God’s perfect love can exist as a present reality in our world.

That reality of perfect love continues to unfold as we become more aware of Christ within each of us.

We each embrace our true identity in Christ as love – we become love in our world.

Whatever the cost, we love.

Unconditionally and indiscriminately, we love.

Selflessly and sacrificially, we love.

Though it may require our own lives, we are free to love.

We are more than just our earthly containers (our physical bodies) and even if our earthly containers are sacrificed in the process, we never lose our true selves.

As the body of Christ on earth lives perfect love, the brokenness of our world becomes healed.

The groaning of creation is silenced.

Hate has been overcome by love.

Fear has been swallowed up by freedom.

We move forward but somehow journey backward and gain access to the relationship and reality Adam had with God in perfect love.

The story was always true.

God’s kingdom comes.

Perfect Love’s will is done on earth as it is in heaven.

It’s what Jesus was saying all along. God and man, heaven and earth will be one.

With a beam reaching high into the heavens, and the other stretching parallel to earth, Jesus died so the new reality would be born.

~via Jim's blog

Instruments of Change

Been thinking on this quote the last two days:

"When you become a Christian, Jesus will invade your life and make you into somebody he can use to change the world. Through you, he will challenge racism. Through you, Jesus will attack sexism, poverty, and militarism. That was never taught to me when I was growing up. I never heard that I could be an instrument that God could use to change the world. All I was told was that being a Christian meant I would go to heaven when I died. I was never told that the primary reason Jesus saved me was to make me into somebody whom he could use to change the world into the kind of world he willed for it to be when he created it."
~Tony Campolo

I've been thinking, what a great thought to instill into my children of how Jesus wants to live through us & have us reflect his glory.

Over My Shoulder

This past week I went back over the year that was 2006.Here are my personal highlights (in no particular order):

· Retreat in January at Kananaskis
· Two separate visits with Pernell, Margie & the fam. My second trip in October was especially great as I had the opportunity of spending two overnights with them. Thanks guys - you made it an extra good-year (sure you haven't heard that before)!
· Several trips to Banff - I love that place. I saw Eddie Shack there a couple of year's ago.
· Two Hitmen games with my boyz.
· Watching Joel play his first hockey tournament in Edmonton during March break. We also made a trip to West Edmonton Mall that weekend to Galaxyland.
· Superbowl XL at Joey's with my other boyz.
· Taste of Chaos with As I Lay Dying stealing the show - good times w/Berkley.
· Watching Jacob at his first drum recital as he pounded the skins while his teacher plucked Seven Nation Army out on the bass.
· Getting to see my little ballerina in her big show debut.
· My buddy Phil & his girlfriend Ashley came to visit us - great to meet her & spend time together.
· Buying a tent trailer - wow, best purchase we ever made as a family! We created some great memories last summer - Kananaskis country, Radium, McLean Creek, Drumheller & Red Deer Lodge! I can't wait for this summer together around the campfire!
· Mom Burton's visit in the summer - we took her camping with us & the kids had a blast.
· Transforming Julia's bedroom from a dark dingy green to a bright pink blow deserving a princess.
· Our garage sale - stressful & sunburned yet worth the cash and getting rid of the clutter.
· Turkey Bowl 2006 - bigger crowd, fans & takin' a lickin' yet still tickin'!
· Calgary Tattoo Show & getting to catch up with Peel - I haven't had ink in two years simply because Peel's the man & I'm too far away - hurry up and come out west buddy!
· Breakfast with Rudy Carrasco a la Dave King. Of course breakfast was good with Dave too - thanks for the invite Dave!
· Going to see Of Mice & Men with my main squeeze for a little 'us' time.
· Two Flames games in four days over the Christmas break! First as a gift from my father-in-law to me (Canucks) and then as a gift to my father-in-law from me and my boyz (Kings).
· Underoath at Mac Hall & dinner with Bill of Silverstein - good times with Berkley & Graham, thanks boyz!
· Finally getting the opportunity to volunteer at the Y.
· Viewing 2.5 million lights at the Zoolights with my fam!
· Revisiting one of the gods of glam with Berkley & Graham (these guys are my concert buddies) - Bret Michaels! I was a huge Poison fan back in the day & this guy still has it.
· A Christmas Carol with my fam! What a great show! The theatre at Christmas time has become something of a tradition for us as a family.
· Mom Wiseman's visit while we went to Retreat last January. My kids are excited for her arrival this week.
· Christmas with my Father-in-law Gary & his wife Susan. It was somewhat of an extended family Christmas as Sue's daughter & her family live here in Calgary as well as Sue's son Adam came from Halifax to be here for holidays. We went on a sleigh ride together that was great fun!
· Countless coffees & conversations with friends.

I love movies, again in no particular order, here are my favs of 2006:
· Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
· Cars
· Superman Returns
· Happy Feet
· Click
· You, Me & Dupree
· Barnyard
· Flushed Away
· The Shaggy Dog
· 16 Blocks
· The Holiday
· The Ant Bully
· Lucky Number Slevin
· Rocky Balboa

Worst movie that I saw in 2006:
· Lady in the Water
This flick absolutely sucked. Mr. M. Night is a one hit wonder. Sixth Sense was brilliant & his problem is that everything he dreams up will always live in it's shadow. Good night M. Night it's curtains for you.

I love music, here are my top CDs in no particular order:
· Red Hot Chili Peppers - Stadium Arcadium
· Flyleaf
· John Mayer - Continuum
· P.O.D. - Testify
· Evanescence - The Open Door

Lowlights of 2006:
· Vince Neil in concert. I was once again visiting my glory days of glam. I went to see him in all his embarrassing glory. As he was sooooo drunk leaning over the stage for a high five with someone in the crowd, his marshmallowed carcass landed on some unsuspecting fan. The guy couldn't remember the words to his own songs, he tried to play a guitar solo and couldn't find the on switch, and on top of all that, the music had to be cranked to drown out what was once a good set of pipes. Time to hang it up bud.
· I got a parking ticket & I was innocent, innocent I tell ya.
Seriously, doing this has allowed me to see what a great & full year I've had & hey, I'm still alive.This year I have one goal: Knowing God more personally. Not knowing about God, not in a theological way but in a personal experience kind of way. I'll hash that out more in the year. I believe if I succeed on this goal it will impact every facet of my life.

It's early but in case I'm not chattin' with you - Happy New Year!

THE REAL MEANING OF CHRISTMAS

behind trees aglow with radiant light
behind all those festive ornaments bright...

behind strands of tinsel—like angel hair
behind oversized stockings hung up with care...

behind presents wrapped up in colorful array
behind seasonal wreaths put up for display...

behind carols sung by a choir so sweet
behind mounded platters of holiday treats...

behind decorations of red and green
behind hand-carved miniature nativity scenes...

behind those cold-nipped cheeks so rosy
behind blazing yuletide fires so cozy...

behind all the frenzied hustle and bustle
behind the sluggish shopping crowd shuffle...

behind the rush of last minute details
behind the deadline to get the cards mailed...

behind the short tempers that sometimes flare up
behind angry feelings that suddenly erupt...

behind countless things still left undone
no wonder this season's not very much fun!

how could this season be much of joy
when I can't even assemble this new-fangled toy?

I wonder if anyone could honestly find
genuine reasons to be loving and kind...

and as I ponder this lack of joy in my soul
I realize I've forgotten this season's true goal...

because the true meaning of Christmas you see
was wrapped up in the babe of the nativity...

for unto us that night a Son was given
who would die for us all and open up heaven...

angels proclaimed the dear Savior's birth
reminding me clearly of this season's true worth...

for God gave the most precious gift he could give
the gift of his Son so that all men may live

a new life without end with joy so divine
that Christmas could be a more meaningful time...

so when the holiday strain gets too great
with gifts still unwrapped and the hour growing late

the Prince of Peace wants to calm all the fuss
and renew the right meaning of Christmas...in us!

by Joseph Ostrander

Homeless Partners

Got this link from Steve.

To Send A Caring Gift And Message To An Individual Homeless Person, Read Their Stories, Select A Person, and Follow The Steps at this link.

The Consumer Trap

This is a timely reminder.

Breaking Free

Breath of Life, breathe on me...
Wind of God, blow through me...
Spirit of Truth, rebirth me...
pull back the covers of my practical, logical world
and baptize my knowledge with the mystery of faith.
help me to believe and to stop trying to understand.
after all, how could I ever wrap my mind around something--
someone--
greater than the universe itself?

your presence doesn't make me comfortable,
but it comforts me.
your light isn't easy to look at,
but it reveals me.
the spiritual life is an absurd mystery.
help me to enter it,
as it enters me.
the first step isn't one of reason, but one of faith.
help me to take it. even now. even here. today.
amen.

Taken from "Never the Same", copyright 2005, Youth Specialties/Zondervan. Used by permission. Order the book here: http://echo3.bluehornet.com/ct/ct.php?t=1053968&c=963688224&m=m&type=1&h=059FA55F9D00C41E69930F9D33013093

Are You Starving Jesus?

I read this book in the summer - very good.

You can watch a short film about the premise here.

Advent Thoughts

Check out this advent calendar.

Make Poverty History

The rate of child and family poverty in Canada has been stalled at 17-18% over the past 5 years despite strong economic growth and low unemployment, according to a new report by Campaign 2000. The 2006 National Report Card on Child & Family Poverty finds that 1,196,000 children - almost 1 in every 6 children - live in poverty in Canada. In First Nations communities the child poverty rate is higher: 1 in every 4 children.

"These disturbing findings demonstrate that we need political commitment to a Poverty Reduction Strategy for Canada with targets, timetables and funding. Countries like the United Kingdom have done this with success and Canada can too." stated Laurel Rothman, National Coordinator for Campaign 2000.

You can voice your concern about child poverty and call for government action by going to http://www.campaign2000.ca/ and click on Take Action to send a message to the Prime Minister.

We See What Most Don't

We see the heartbreaking effects of poverty, homelessness, abuse and addiction every day. And most importantly, we see the people who desperately need support and compassion. For us it's impossible to turn a blind eye to suffering. Last year in Canada The Salvation Army served 2.5 million meals to the hungry, helped 10,000 people with addictions and provided one third of all shelter beds each night. This Christmas we ask you to open your eyes and your heart. And give.

6 Things You Need to Know About Homelessness

1. Homelessness becomes a life-or-death issue in Winter

Humans cannot survive outdoors overnight in temperatures below -15 degrees.
Temporary shelters across Canada sometimes find it necessary to turn people away.

2. Homelessness is a growing problem in Canada

• In Toronto, the City’s first official homeless census counted over 5,000 homeless in the city in 2006.
• In Calgary, 3,436 homeless individuals were counted in 2006, nearly twice the 1,737 from 2002, and dramatically higher than the 447 people identified in the first such study in 1992.
• In Vancouver, a 2005 study showed that the homeless population had nearly doubled since 2002, to over 2,100 people.
• In Edmonton, a 2004 study found that 2,192 homeless were living in the city, up from 836 when the first survey was conducted in 1999.
  

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